Monday, December 28, 2009

apple scone cake...



This is my first attempt of making apple scone cake..
it looks like a pie, but apparently its a cake..
its irish :)))
the dough is not pie-like..
its scone-like in fact..
similar to apple pie, still..
it's very tedious to make this..
i'm exhausted...
the recipe u can find here :
http://www.joyofbaking.com/AppleSconeCake.html

Saturday, December 26, 2009

hot fudge brownie..

Venue : California Pizza Kitchen, KLCC

I ate this that day, minus the cherry.. i dun mind though..i hate those kind of cherries..the brownie is just simply heaven..the ice cream is haagen dazs. vanilla of course..not to sweet..and the brownie..is chewy..in a good way..very scrumptious...and the whipped cream..it made my day..may costs somewhat a lot, im not sure..but its worth it...sr cant beat this brownie.. :)))
TWO THUMBS UP!

inglourious basterds..


Hey i don't know about u all..but i think that this movie is just great..an awesome movie..i dunno where i'd heard that someone said that this movie sucks..but i dun think so..u should watch this movie..and there's brad pitt..with the scars, the manly jaw and a very sexy accent..more reasons for u to watch it..especially for girls..and naughty boys..and plain boys..hehe...

my latest dilemma; edward cullen or john dilinger??

edward cullen...my not so first love..he's hot, strong, intelligent, sensitive and loyal..but unfortunately ain't real..too bad...but still...it's nice to fantasize about him at times..there's no wrong in doing that isnt it..and now im caught between this two hotties..edward or john???


i've just given a chance to watch this..and yes, it's very awesome..anyone who think this movie sux, think again...the ending may suck, cz there's no happy ending, but it is based on real life..so go figure...and i'm so totally in love with johnny depp who's acting as john diliger..just in this movie..and the astronaut's wife..and whenever depp has short hair..he's just totally hunky..especially in this movie..mind u..he's real..no super powers nor is he a vampire..he's just all human, and the strong, sexy and intelligent one.. *drools* and mostly he's loyal to just one girl..yes, more drools..a hunk and manly and yet loyal and not made up..woah..that's it..maybe he'll just beat edward cullen..! bye bye eddie..i'm moving on with johnny..haha :)

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

ur already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

painfully familiar..

recently ive encountered with something familiar yet it still managed to make me depressed..it made me restless..it made me sick...it made me cried hard..and after all the beatings, I still feel the same way..some days i feel fine..like i'm over it..some days it felt like im dying inside..i feel like a walking zombie...Thank God that most of the days i am busy with things..but when I have nothing to do..it came and knock me out of my breath..it ate my soul and left me with nothing..i slept..i ate..i bathe..but it feels like everything is dull and tiring and sickening..i can only wish it would go away and so i told myself to be strong cause i have to make it through and move on..no matter how many times ive gone through it, i realised that the pain still feels like its the first time..there's no other way but to live it through and i believe soon everything will be fine again..and to wait for that moment, ive to take all the beatings and just be strong..

Friday, December 11, 2009

life's a bitch part 1

i dunno y u have to talk behind my back..
saying bad stuff about me..
cz seriously..
get a life...
stop gossiping and creating rumors about me..
cz u noe y?
its pathetic..
and stupid..
yes stupid..
yes u...
and ur stupid big mouth..
just stop being a nasty bitch!
do us all a favor...

wedgy wedgy

Love it very much!! :))

Life's a bitch part 2

It's not about me...It's about someone I saw when i was going home..I saw from far yet he showed so much pain and exhaustion..He was riding an old motorbike..just enough to help him with his everyday life..he stopped at the red light...he was waiting for the light to go green..and he was watching something intensely...I turned around to see what he was looking at with such emotions..I've never thought much about it before...but now I realised how life can be so much cruel-er to those kind of people..he was looking at a this car dealer shop..and the cars that were sold there was mostly toyota vios..and he was looking at it with so much pain that anyone who sees it can feel it too..and I was sad and ashamed how all my life I don't really appreciate what I have..and those kind of people had to work their ass off just to live..and working night and day is never enough for them to buy what they want...maybe even something that they have been wishing for ever since they were young..all they can do is look..i was devastated after seeing him..I feel like how I view the world is changing little by little..and all it took was just a little time and observation..

Saturday, December 5, 2009