tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40298693559460196682024-03-14T00:26:41.819-07:00PimPLes, BUm AnD IntErgaLACtIc mOOseWriting^^written^^unverbalize^^unvoiced^^unexpressedred red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.comBlogger130125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-53609534239293086592012-03-17T06:20:00.003-07:002012-03-17T06:26:11.646-07:00Customer Service Part 2I hate rude people<div>especially customers</div><div>I hate demanding customers</div><div>macam lah I have my whole day to focus on you</div><div>i got 59 other customers to handle</div><div>and you are right there</div><div>screaming at my ears</div><div>saying all the nonsense you can come up with</div><div>giving me all the excuses</div><div>threatening me with all sorts of threats</div><div>fuck me?</div><div>i go to hell?</div><div>i'm stupid?</div><div>well go ahead</div><div>say whatever you want</div><div>i don't give a shit</div><div>i gave you the solutions that is within my control</div><div>yet your stubborn piece of mind</div><div>can't accept it</div><div>you don't want to listen</div><div>up to you</div><div>i got better customers that I can serve </div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-87050375778931633902012-03-17T06:13:00.002-07:002012-03-17T06:20:23.873-07:00Customer ServiceThe strong one survives and the weak one perishes..<div>I'm going to stay here until I get what I want</div><div>At least one year of experience</div><div>I don't care that you out there might think customer service is the lowliest of low</div><div>but should you put your feet in my shoes</div><div>you will see</div><div>it ain't easy</div><div>dealing with people</div><div>especially those who think they're greater than everyone else</div><div>they will force you to do things beyond your control</div><div>whatehey</div><div>ingat company ini bapak aku punya ke</div><div>you want to complaint about me</div><div>go ahead</div><div>hey</div><div>im just doing my job</div><div>starting from a low point</div><div>is what makes you a man</div><div>makes you a person</div><div>makes you human</div><div>next time you are calling in </div><div>make sure you understand</div><div>before screaming at me for no reason</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-73227737625954458662011-09-15T05:35:00.001-07:002011-09-15T05:42:19.191-07:00Indahnya IslamIt's weird that so many people that are born into Islam cannot appreciate the beauty of it, but people who were not born into it and had to sacrifice so many things to understand and practice Islam are the ones that really appreciate it. I guess some of us have to learn the hard way in order to appreciate something.<div><br /></div><div>Something to ponder,</div><div><br /></div><div>Are you a 'cultural' Muslim?</div><div>(someone who mixes up your culture with Islam? take the things that you want to practice but leaves other important things that you are supposed to practice in Islam just because it doesn't suit your lifestyle?)</div><div><br /></div><div>or </div><div><br /></div><div>A real practicing Muslim?</div><div><br /></div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-65054218442240394252011-09-08T17:24:00.001-07:002011-09-08T17:34:44.406-07:00Hijab for meHijab is not a restriction<div>It's a way of life</div><div>I choose to protect myself from being a fashion slave</div><div>To protect myself from showing my skin</div><div>Why must I make people like me by showing my skin</div><div>by following the latest trends</div><div>of too much skin</div><div>I believe that all of myself is for my husband</div><div>and no one else has the rights to see me otherwise</div><div>and that is one of the beauty of Islam</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>menjaga kehormatan dan maruah</div><div>menutup mahkota</div><div>dari pandangan orang lain</div><div>kecuali suami mu </div><div>kenapa mesti menunjuk-nunjuk apa yang ada</div><div>cantik, sememangya cantik</div><div>perfection</div><div>tapi kenapa perlu menunjuk</div><div>tidak kah terasa malu</div><div>orang melihat kemaluan kita</div><div>menjadi tontonan untuk semua orang</div><div>sudah tidak 'special' lagi</div><div>astaghfirullahalazim</div><div>semoga aku dijauhkan daripada menjadi seperti itu lagi</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-19286068862049194662011-09-08T06:42:00.000-07:002011-09-08T06:44:22.531-07:00doaYa Allah<div><br /></div><div>Berikanlah aku kekuatan</div><div><br /></div><div>Kuatkan lah imanku</div><div><br /></div><div>Berikanlah aku petunjuk dan hidayah</div><div><br /></div><div>Amin</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-76737942996632111212011-08-25T10:12:00.000-07:002011-08-25T10:19:04.138-07:00What I Seehonestly<div>i've been lying to my mind</div><div>or my heart</div><div>i'm not sure</div><div>but I have not feel beautiful </div><div>for a very long time</div><div>I have forgotten </div><div>how to feel confident</div><div>how to feel beautiful</div><div>maybe because of those words</div><div>that i hear often</div><div>made me too numb</div><div>that I can't feel beautiful anymore</div><div>I've missed you </div><div>and the old me</div><div>when i look at myself</div><div>I see an ugly girl</div><div>in the mirror</div><div>with nothing to offer</div><div>to the world</div><div>when I look at myself</div><div>I see a lonely girl</div><div>that no one will ever look at</div><div>as anything beautiful</div><div>I see a lot of weakness</div><div>that will haunt me forever</div><div>I miss my confidence</div><div>
<br /></div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-67129845717363535822011-08-04T08:27:00.000-07:002011-08-04T08:34:41.017-07:00arrr me matey!it's a different feeling<div>i wonder</div><div>how i would feel</div><div>when i would see you next</div><div>will it be the same</div><div>feeling</div><div>heart skipping a beat</div><div>breath taken away</div><div>cold sweats</div><div>on my forehead</div><div>eyes tearing up</div><div>all-smiles until the ear</div><div>the lines at the corner of my eyes</div><div>inviting you to look at me</div><div>will i have the same feeling</div><div>when i look at you</div><div>those eyes</div><div>that once was a part of me</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-44155730539811365742011-06-29T03:44:00.000-07:002011-06-29T03:47:45.466-07:00awkward momentit's kind of awkward<div>very awkward actually</div><div>u saw somebody eating chocolates</div><div>so u decided to ask for one</div><div>and then they hold that chocolate</div><div>pulled it towards them</div><div>and said they want it</div><div>and you were standing there</div><div>in front of those 10 pairs of eyes</div><div>waiting still</div><div>and waiting</div><div>in awkwardness</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-81045649042754690482011-06-28T06:51:00.000-07:002011-06-28T06:54:45.235-07:00say no to racismjust for once<div>i wish to live in a world</div><div>free of</div><div>prejudices</div><div>stereotyping</div><div>racism</div><div>a world where</div><div>we don't see each other according to our skin colours</div><div>we see each other equally</div><div>we see each other as humans</div><div>no pigs, no dogs</div><div>just humans</div><div>and when we look at each other</div><div>it's out of mutual respect</div><div>not out of disgusts</div><div>just for once</div><div>i wish to live like that</div><div>we accept each other for who we are</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-32457572675411306502011-06-27T23:52:00.000-07:002011-06-27T23:58:08.841-07:00hoi u bloody racists!i know i'm not pretty<div>or good looking</div><div>or decent looking</div><div>but seriously dude</div><div>why the hell do you have to be so fucking racist?</div><div>cause i'm malay?</div><div>where the hell have u been living?</div><div>witches era?</div><div>*this middle finger for you*</div><div>i thought humans are waaay past this racism thingy</div><div>but guess what</div><div>humans like u still exist</div><div>u have a problem with malays u tell me straight</div><div>don't be such a dick </div><div>i try to smile when i meet people like</div><div>i try to be nice</div><div>hey we're humans</div><div>we're equal</div><div>skin colour does not matter</div><div>but somehow stupid people like u</div><div>exist in this world</div><div>why don't you put a stick up in your arse</div><div>it will complement your fugly look and your bitchy attitude </div><div><br /></div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-61105709897369621682011-05-15T08:19:00.000-07:002011-05-15T08:36:33.327-07:00My passion or my experience?I have this annoying voice in my head ever since I finished my practicum. It kept reminding me of my next step. My next plan. FOR MY FUTURE. I wish a letter of opportunity would come and tell me exactly what I needed. Do I follow my passion or should I just continue with what I know and what I have been doing for the past 4 years?It's a very difficult decision and I am inevitably torn between this two choices. Continuing my studies by doing Masters in TESL would be a leap stone to my still non-existent career. My going-to-be career exactly. I'll be a lecturer? A tutor? A tuiton center teacher? Any kind of career that is possible with that newly earned degree? Or taking a certificate or a diploma in Culinary Arts? A comfort food for my soul. Doing something I am absolutely passionately in love with. But where will I go on then? Do I continue another 3 or 4 years with my degree? or is that just a waste of time? What if I suddenly lose interest in it? will it all be a waste of time? My youth down in the drain doing something I am not sure of. And at this age I am very confuse with what I should do. What if I fail my Masters? What if I can't cook suddenly? If I lost my touch? So many questions running through my head, digging further into my soul. WHAT IF I MAKE THE WRONG DECISION? What would I do next? Do I become a chef or do I become a teacher? or is there more opportunities that I am not aware of? Do I be one of the young ones in a Masters' class or do I be one of the oldest one in a cooking class? Does age really matter? I just hope that by the end of this June I will already know what I want to do with my life.red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-80461210802121070122011-05-04T08:58:00.000-07:002011-05-04T08:59:19.002-07:00change<div style="text-align: center;">I want to change me</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-38548335528242339132011-03-24T08:57:00.000-07:002011-03-24T08:58:55.122-07:00nak jugaksaye pon nk mcm tu<div><br /></div><div>belajar di luar negara</div><div><br /></div><div>di kelilingi awek2 cantik</div><div><br /></div><div>hebatt</div><div><br /></div><div>tapi saye di sini</div><div><br /></div><div>jauh panggang dari api</div><div><br /></div><div>haha</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-19150742252948788432011-03-20T08:33:00.000-07:002011-03-20T08:36:06.431-07:00<div>85 copies ye..</div><div><br /></div><div>serius ke kak?</div><div><br /></div><div>ye la..dah due kelas...</div><div><br /></div><div>ok..</div><div><br /></div>semua rm 24.50 ye kak..<div><br /></div><div>whaaaaaaaaaat?? terbeliak mata sekejap..</div><div><br /></div><div>bye rm50.. :((</div><div><br /></div><div>one week of rest is not enough..</div><div><br /></div><div>i need more..</div><div>yearn it..</div><div>longing it..</div><div><br /></div><div>please be over soon :(</div><div><br /></div><div>i miss you oh sweet serenity..</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-10258343405911149432011-03-12T21:55:00.001-08:002011-03-12T21:55:57.456-08:00ikan bawalagak memalukan..<div>dah 21 thn</div><div><br /></div><div>x reti siang ikan bawal!!</div><div><br /></div><div>GERUN aku tgk ikan tu..</div><div><br /></div><div>malu ikan tu tgk aku..</div><div><br /></div><div>haih..siapa nk ajar ni?</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-31772070903638768632011-03-09T04:49:00.000-08:002011-03-09T04:50:08.777-08:00ha haorg cantik je ade hidup bestred red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-11686585909873482572011-03-09T03:13:00.001-08:002011-03-09T03:15:29.925-08:00ye lahjadi cikgu menakutkan<div>kalau tak pandai ajar</div><div>kalau salah ajar</div><div>murid2 kutuk</div><div>cikgu2 lain kutuk</div><div>x kesah la praktikal ke tak</div><div>terasa hina di mata org</div><div>ye lah</div><div>aku tau korang sume lg pandai dr aku</div><div>ape kate korang pulak ajar aku</div><div>aku nk duduk tengok</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-68521822667027497982011-03-02T08:29:00.000-08:002011-03-02T08:30:18.308-08:00hatredthere's a very thin line between love and hatred<div><br /></div><div>and so that's what they said</div><div><br /></div><div>and i believe them</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-79296320984496804782011-02-28T07:12:00.000-08:002011-02-28T07:13:53.129-08:00i hate ubetween <div><br /></div><div>term paper</div><div><br /></div><div>and</div><div><br /></div><div>practical</div><div><br /></div><div>i hate u</div><div><br /></div><div>that made me do all of these two</div><div><br /></div><div>in a short period of time</div><div><br /></div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-75789599379692988782011-02-25T04:05:00.001-08:002011-02-25T04:18:09.392-08:00another day in hell<b><span class="Apple-style-span" >What I have learnt so far :</span></b><div><br /></div><div>To teach summary:</div><div>* explain every paragraph</div><div>*write on the white board what points they are supposed to find</div><div>*find the points together with the students</div><div>*write the points on the white board</div><div>*finish the first sentence together</div><div><br /></div><div>To read a text aloud:</div><div>*pick few students to read it aloud (usually they will read it very softly!!)</div><div>*ask them to choose the next person to read</div><div>*or asks the students to repeat after the teacher</div><div><br /></div><div>When answering comprehension questions:</div><div>* Be strict with your answers</div><div>* Do not show that you are confused</div><div>*pick few students to read the questions orally</div><div>*write the answers on the white board</div><div><br /></div><div>Time management: </div><div>* Don't always have to wait for the students to finish an activity</div><div>*Just go on as u need to manage the time very well</div><div><br /></div><div>Objectives :</div><div>*as simple as possible (read text expressively/orally/answer 2 out of 5 of what q's)</div><div>*as specific as possible</div><div><br /></div><div>Poetry:</div><div>*can ask them to close their eyes and listen as u read the poem</div><div>*can use music as u read</div><div>*make sure to explain the meaning first</div><div>*explain everything then only asks questions</div><div><br /></div><div>Short story :</div><div>*explain the summary as don't have time to read the full story</div><div><br /></div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-86514721935095067532011-02-12T03:27:00.000-08:002011-02-12T03:28:30.398-08:00pencuri kau mmg bodohwei pencuri bodoh<div>u left ur fingerprints</div><div>u shud be scared</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-13472430834478273392011-02-11T23:30:00.001-08:002011-02-11T23:37:56.076-08:00pencuri bodoh phuck youkau tau kau apa<div>binatang</div><div>bukan..binatang lg baik</div><div>kau ibarat taik babi</div><div>busuk </div><div>tapi taik babi boleh buat baja</div><div>kau boleh buat apa aja</div><div>kau buat taik</div><div>menyusahkan orang</div><div>baik ko terjun gaung aja </div><div>atau dilenyek treler</div><div>aku nak tgk</div><div>menyampah dgn kau</div><div>menyusahkan aku</div><div>menyusahkan orang</div><div>sian mak kau</div><div>beranakkan kau susah2</div><div>lahir2 jadi apa</div><div>jadi tolol</div><div>pontianak tu lagi baik dari kau</div><div>kau ni macam toyol la kot</div><div>cume toyol tu mmg bukan manusia</div><div>kau tu manusia</div><div>cuma berfikiran macam taik</div><div>x boleh guna akal</div><div>buat malu keturunan kau aja</div><div>aku balik nk rehat</div><div>nk buat keje aku</div><div>sekarang kau dah tambah keje aku</div><div>helo</div><div>pegi mampus boleh tak</div><div>aku benci orang mcm kau</div><div>kalau berani pegi carik kerja la</div><div>ni buat kerja pengecut</div><div>org x ada baru nk buat</div><div>wei kalau kau lelaki</div><div>wer did ur balls go</div><div>potong letak kat bontot kau ke</div><div>fuck u lah wei</div><div>i hope ull rot in hell</div><div><br /></div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-83956089081454668502011-02-11T05:18:00.000-08:002011-02-11T05:21:32.594-08:00practically giving upare practical teachers the lowest form of lives?<div><br /></div><div>i am made to believe this..</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-77149906448913879462011-02-08T08:18:00.000-08:002011-02-08T08:33:37.845-08:00eh u what?i dunno why<div>but it seems i look older everyday..</div><div>ppl starts to call me 'akak'</div><div>never in my years ppl call me that</div><div>still getting used to it</div><div>makes me miss unisel</div><div>and yes i do feel old here</div><div>i miss being young..</div><div>and this place is very very....</div><div>i hate it..</div><div>i am actually not looking forward to eat anymore since im here..</div><div>but i do still eat when im hungry..</div><div>just wasnt as happy as i was before..</div><div>being a practical teacher means no life..</div><div>the lesson plan is much more complicated and u dunno 4 what</div><div>wen u become a teacher ur lesson plans are all short and sweet</div><div>whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat??</div><div>why are we even doing this?</div><div>tomorrow ill start teaching my 1st class..</div><div>1 double period of english, 1single period of literature</div><div>hopefully i can finish my tasks all</div><div>n can control the class</div><div>summore have to finish my term paper</div><div>honestly dunno wer to find time</div><div>between the lesson plans, curriculum activities, appendixes, printing, photostating</div><div>finding time to eat, sleep, watch chinese dramas, indonesian drama, cut my fingernails</div><div>aiyah!</div><div>i am very2 in a rut and messy situation</div><div>no time to wash my car also</div><div>aiyah!</div><div>im not eating well</div><div>not sleeping well</div><div>hopefully by the end of april im still sane..</div><div>ha ha ha ha</div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029869355946019668.post-62722520138369095852011-02-07T07:36:00.000-08:002011-02-07T07:41:58.751-08:00I am a very blur teacher"Hello..Assalamualaikum..<div>My name is Ayi Humaira...</div><div>I'm from Unisel..</div><div>Now, I do not want you to talk when I am talking..unless I asked you to talk..</div><div>So, please give your full cooperation..</div><div>Okay?"</div><div><br /></div><div>------------------------------------------------- long silence</div><div><br /></div><div>?????????? eyer upon me</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>"OKAYY??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>"okay teacher....."</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>a sign of being bullied?</div><div>i was too boring?</div><div>i talked to fast?</div><div>my voice was funny?</div><div>was i being funny?</div><div>do i looked funny?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>a beginning..not the end</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>The night before</div><div>cried my eyes out cz the printer wasn't working</div><div>my lesson plans..die lah.. 2 am??!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>The morning of the very dreadful-not really day</div><div><br /></div><div>"No need to do my class today.."</div><div><br /></div><div>whaaaat???</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>red red PEANUThttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16565708915722137296noreply@blogger.com0