should i..should u

he said plz..
n he said la..
plz la k he said..
sounded very rude somehow..
plz wut?
plz stop all these nonsense?
plz stop being foolish?
plz wut??
u would know..
u should know..
what it feels like..
but do u know?
do u reli care?
u said ur alwiz there..
but ur not here now..
when i needed u the most..
what am i supposed to say..
what am i supposed to do..
i can't bear it right now
all seems too hard..
all seems to painful
to deal with..
yes yes
i have to..
i must..
i should..
please la..
yes yes..
i know..
thank u..
i will..
don't worry..
u just live ur life..
no worries..
won't say nonsense to u again..
no use..
i wont listen..
u wont understand..
that's the end..