I stared..
i looked..
i touched..
i sat still..
a smile paints my face..
a teardrop fell..
slowly..
caressing my face..
gently..
quietly..
fades away..
leaving a trail of unseen pain..
they laughed..
i thought..
why?
was i wrong?
was it my mistake?
they smiled..
thousands..
of knives stabbed me..
tears falling..
my cheeks wet..
i fell down..
is this the end?
i waited..
silently..
i was empty..
the pain..
slowly..
went away..
a hand..
touches me..
giving me strength..
i stood up..
and walked away..
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Why?
I value my friendships with my friends a lot..
i'll try my best to keep the friendship..
but if things go wrong, i might regret it or i might just don't give a damn..
if it's my fault then yes i do regret it..
but if it's not, then i don't.
you can talk crap behind me or in front me all you want..
you can say nasty things and spread whatever it is you want to..
i don't give a damn anymore..
i respected you but now i've lost my respect for you..
i'm sorry for whatever i did to you in the past,
intentionally or unintentionally..
but u've shown me your true colours..
and i just couldn't care anymore..
and the things i did at the start was not on purpose..
my world doesn't revolves around how to humiliate a friend.
i actually have better things to do..
i'll try my best to keep the friendship..
but if things go wrong, i might regret it or i might just don't give a damn..
if it's my fault then yes i do regret it..
but if it's not, then i don't.
you can talk crap behind me or in front me all you want..
you can say nasty things and spread whatever it is you want to..
i don't give a damn anymore..
i respected you but now i've lost my respect for you..
i'm sorry for whatever i did to you in the past,
intentionally or unintentionally..
but u've shown me your true colours..
and i just couldn't care anymore..
and the things i did at the start was not on purpose..
my world doesn't revolves around how to humiliate a friend.
i actually have better things to do..
Saturday, March 28, 2009
di tag oleh ili!
Apakah nama blog kamu sekarang dan kenapa kamu memilih nama itu?
pimples, bum and intergalactic moose..sbb suke name die...kinda interesting..
Apakah link blog kamu sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk menamakannya seperti itu
redredpeanut.blogspot.com...sbb saye adelah seorang kacang dan saya suke warne merah!
Kenapa kamu berblog?
sbb nk memantapkan penulisan sy..hahaha..i love writing!
Apakah method penulisan dalam blog kamu?
tatau!!
Antara rupa dan isi blog, yang mana lebih kamu utamakan?
isi...sy mahukan kelainan..masih berusaha utk melakukannya!
Adakah kamu meletak widget lagu di dalam blog kamu? Kenapa kamu memilih lagu tersebut?
tiada
Antara banyak-banyak artikel di blog kamu, yang mana paling kamu suka dan kenapa?
da lupe tajuk..but it's a story tat i wrote on my own
Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog kamu? Sebabnya?
bole blah!
Apakah pendapat kamu mengenai blog kepada pemilik blog yang tag kamu ni?
ili aqilah...i like her writing..
Senaraikan 5 orang yang akan kamu tag:
saya x akan tag..mls!
sekian...
pimples, bum and intergalactic moose..sbb suke name die...kinda interesting..
Apakah link blog kamu sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk menamakannya seperti itu
redredpeanut.blogspot.com...sbb saye adelah seorang kacang dan saya suke warne merah!
Kenapa kamu berblog?
sbb nk memantapkan penulisan sy..hahaha..i love writing!
Apakah method penulisan dalam blog kamu?
tatau!!
Antara rupa dan isi blog, yang mana lebih kamu utamakan?
isi...sy mahukan kelainan..masih berusaha utk melakukannya!
Adakah kamu meletak widget lagu di dalam blog kamu? Kenapa kamu memilih lagu tersebut?
tiada
Antara banyak-banyak artikel di blog kamu, yang mana paling kamu suka dan kenapa?
da lupe tajuk..but it's a story tat i wrote on my own
Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog kamu? Sebabnya?
bole blah!
Apakah pendapat kamu mengenai blog kepada pemilik blog yang tag kamu ni?
ili aqilah...i like her writing..
Senaraikan 5 orang yang akan kamu tag:
saya x akan tag..mls!
sekian...
Friday, March 27, 2009
sahabatku..
Nasihat al-Qamah: Lima cara pilih sahabat
NASIHAT yang boleh diikuti dalam membina persahabatan ialah sebagaimana pesanan al-Qamah (seorang sahabat Rasulullah saw) kepada anaknya:
Pertama, pilihlah sahabat yang suka melindungi sahabatnya, dia adalah hiasan diri kita dan jika kita dalam kekurangan nafkah, dia suka mencukupi keperluan. shop
Kedua, pilihlah seorang sahabat yang apabila engkau menghulurkan tangan untuk memberikan jasa baik atau bantuanmu, dia suka menerima dengan rasa terharu, jikalau ia melihat kebaikan yang ada pada dirimu, dia suka menghitung-hitungkan (menyebutnya). argue
Ketiga, pilihlah seorang sahabat yang apabila engkau menghulurkan tangan untuk memberikan jasa baik atau bantuanmu, ia suka menerima dengan rasa terharu dan dianggap sangat berguna, dan jika ia mengetahui mengenai keburukan dirimu ia suka menutupinya.zipit
Keempat, pilihlah sahabat yang jikalau engkau meminta sesuatu daripadanya, pasti ia memberi, jikalau engkau diam, dia mula menyapamu dulu dan jika ada sesuatu kesukaran dan kesedihan yang menimpa dirimu,dia suka membantu dan meringankanmu serta menghiburkanmu.comfort
Kelima, sahabat yang jikalau engkau berkata, ia suka membenarkan ucapan dan bukan selalu mempercayainya saja. Jikalau engkau mengemukakan sesuatu persoalan yang berat dia suka mengusahakannya dan jika engkau berselisih dengannya, dia suka mengalah untuk kepentinganmu.Dalam memilih sahabat kita hendaklah memilih sahabat yang baik agar
segala matlamat dan hasrat untuk memperjuangkan Islam dapat dilaksanakan bersama-sama sahabat yang mulia.inlove
RENUNG-RENUNGKANLAH.. SELAMAT MEMBACA
NASIHAT yang boleh diikuti dalam membina persahabatan ialah sebagaimana pesanan al-Qamah (seorang sahabat Rasulullah saw) kepada anaknya:
Pertama, pilihlah sahabat yang suka melindungi sahabatnya, dia adalah hiasan diri kita dan jika kita dalam kekurangan nafkah, dia suka mencukupi keperluan. shop
Kedua, pilihlah seorang sahabat yang apabila engkau menghulurkan tangan untuk memberikan jasa baik atau bantuanmu, dia suka menerima dengan rasa terharu, jikalau ia melihat kebaikan yang ada pada dirimu, dia suka menghitung-hitungkan (menyebutnya). argue
Ketiga, pilihlah seorang sahabat yang apabila engkau menghulurkan tangan untuk memberikan jasa baik atau bantuanmu, ia suka menerima dengan rasa terharu dan dianggap sangat berguna, dan jika ia mengetahui mengenai keburukan dirimu ia suka menutupinya.zipit
Keempat, pilihlah sahabat yang jikalau engkau meminta sesuatu daripadanya, pasti ia memberi, jikalau engkau diam, dia mula menyapamu dulu dan jika ada sesuatu kesukaran dan kesedihan yang menimpa dirimu,dia suka membantu dan meringankanmu serta menghiburkanmu.comfort
Kelima, sahabat yang jikalau engkau berkata, ia suka membenarkan ucapan dan bukan selalu mempercayainya saja. Jikalau engkau mengemukakan sesuatu persoalan yang berat dia suka mengusahakannya dan jika engkau berselisih dengannya, dia suka mengalah untuk kepentinganmu.Dalam memilih sahabat kita hendaklah memilih sahabat yang baik agar
segala matlamat dan hasrat untuk memperjuangkan Islam dapat dilaksanakan bersama-sama sahabat yang mulia.inlove
RENUNG-RENUNGKANLAH.. SELAMAT MEMBACA
Saturday, March 14, 2009
i wrote this long long time ago... :D
This is like my first time to wake up this early in the morning..
well maybe not the first time but i never felt this hyper..
maybe because i just drank Nescafe..
anyway as i was trying to continue my sleep, i listened to the pagi show in fly.fm and their topic caught my attention.
They were telling about how Ben, one of the presenter on that show had an embarrassing incident involving his fly.
So, he and Phat Fabes was eating in a restaurant when a little boy said outloud, “Mommy, i can see his bebek”. Well, something like that.
Anyway, Phat Fabes and Nadia was making fun of him all morning long (pity him!!) and discussing about how are we supposed to tell someone that their fly is down.
The listeners came out with a few pretty weird come backs like “your coffee shop is down, your train, your kopitiam” and so on that i forgot. Anyway, my zipper is always down, something wrong with my jeans or my tummy is just too big to make it zipped properly.
I always checked my zipper, when i’m wearing this particular jeans, but when i forgot my friends would always be there for me saying straightforward like, “Hey, your fly is down” and I looked around and zipped it up while all of them were laughing at me.
I got used to the situation so it’s a NO big deal for me..
For me, i would just tell them straight away that their fly is down, to my friends of course la, but to strangers maybe i’ll just look to give away the incident or just let it be.
Hey, i have better things to do, but if it ever happens to me and my friends are not with me, i would really appreciate someone nice to tell me that my fly is down before i go around the whole place displaying my underwear.
well maybe not the first time but i never felt this hyper..
maybe because i just drank Nescafe..
anyway as i was trying to continue my sleep, i listened to the pagi show in fly.fm and their topic caught my attention.
They were telling about how Ben, one of the presenter on that show had an embarrassing incident involving his fly.
So, he and Phat Fabes was eating in a restaurant when a little boy said outloud, “Mommy, i can see his bebek”. Well, something like that.
Anyway, Phat Fabes and Nadia was making fun of him all morning long (pity him!!) and discussing about how are we supposed to tell someone that their fly is down.
The listeners came out with a few pretty weird come backs like “your coffee shop is down, your train, your kopitiam” and so on that i forgot. Anyway, my zipper is always down, something wrong with my jeans or my tummy is just too big to make it zipped properly.
I always checked my zipper, when i’m wearing this particular jeans, but when i forgot my friends would always be there for me saying straightforward like, “Hey, your fly is down” and I looked around and zipped it up while all of them were laughing at me.
I got used to the situation so it’s a NO big deal for me..
For me, i would just tell them straight away that their fly is down, to my friends of course la, but to strangers maybe i’ll just look to give away the incident or just let it be.
Hey, i have better things to do, but if it ever happens to me and my friends are not with me, i would really appreciate someone nice to tell me that my fly is down before i go around the whole place displaying my underwear.
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