Thursday, August 25, 2011

What I See

i've been lying to my mind
or my heart
i'm not sure
but I have not feel beautiful
for a very long time
I have forgotten
how to feel confident
how to feel beautiful
maybe because of those words
that i hear often
made me too numb
that I can't feel beautiful anymore
I've missed you
and the old me
when i look at myself
I see an ugly girl
in the mirror
with nothing to offer
to the world
when I look at myself
I see a lonely girl
that no one will ever look at
as anything beautiful
I see a lot of weakness
that will haunt me forever
I miss my confidence

1 comment:

Nas Dura said...

hey dear, u never alone. i'll be there anytime for u. i miss all our memories since we were in school. don't u ever remember me at all? i wish i could go back. but it's impossible. but at least, i always appreciate to have u in my life, even we are not so close now. but just want u to know. u always be my bestfren. no matter how far u are. u still the best fren i ever had. miss u.