what's left of...

it started with a mistake..
and ends up with an unending feuds..
talking behind each other's back..
stalking..maybe...
it's really a shame..
said our sorries...
regretted it..period...
and no feedbacks..
maybe sthing like 'aww,it's okay..i'm sad..we're sad..but we're going to make it tru n make dz work..i undrstand u guys'
sthin like tat...
but it never came up...
just not looking at each other..
pretending to be happy..
but deep down..
it's like a whirl pool of fucked up feelings..
did our part..
n now it's a dead end..
can't do anything nor turn back time..
not the best decision i've made so far i can say honestly..
not proud of it..
but guess it doesn't mean anything...
no one seems to take into account of what it feels like..
watching from far..
u've got everything now..
but i am left with nothing..
it's childish..
getting worked up over sthin like this..
still have a chance to preserve what's left..
but seems like ur too happy with where u r rite now..
remember how long we have been..
can still be fix..
but i can't see the future, can i?