i can never be..

do u ever feel like ur not good enuf for everything..
for someone..
for something..
no matter how proud u r of urself..
and by the end of the day..
something or someone..
will let u down..
and u realised that ull never be good enuf..
to be able to be good enuf..
for that kind of life..
uve been dreaming of..
right now..
i thought to myself that..
i can never be..

my babbling...

for this 5 days of no class..
i have been downloading stories from youtube..
english...hindustans mostly..
and now today!!
suddenly!!!!
i cannot enter youtube!!!
it stated there BAD REQUEST!!
wtf?????????????
i have needs..
i need to dload summore
before i died of boredom..
and around the wednesday nite..
unisel got NO WATER!!
again wtf??
i have my nEEDS!!!
i have to pee!!
from our house we can see all of these ppl..
gathering in front of the mak guard's house!!
it's like...
well..i thought at first there was a concert..
i can be a bit tackless..
not the point here..
so we all went down to see wuts happening there
and
there was a lot of GIRLS in PYJAMAS..
well..im straight..jz want to point out to the guys out there how miracles can take form of..
and there's this one girl..
who looks like a real life HENTAI..
pointed out by WIWIE of cz..
anyway ppl were screaming..
"AIR!!AIR!!PT!!PT!!" and stuff..
i wanted to scream but i choose not to cz den ill be exhausted
and i might need water
and there's no water
well,u got my POINT..
so the next day..
we went back to my home...
in KS..
and since then..
we've been here doing nothing..
and i am supposed to STUDY..
but i didn't
and tomoro have to go bek d :(

sexy can i???????????

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

I tagged - none..hahahahah!!!! i dun give a damn!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
friend of mine-lily allen
(hahaha....my fren ok,im ok den..!)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
satu hari di hari raya-m.nasir
(wahahah..emotional kot!)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
jujur-radja
(sooooo freaking true!!!!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
the little things-colbie caillat
(hehehe....i feel lil as alwiz!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
only love-simon webbe
(yess...finding true love)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
thinkin bout u-avant
(yess..im alwiz thinking about sumone!!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
the hotness-rihanna
(awww...thank u vey much!)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
hiding-meiko
(i like to hide my feelings?in my room?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
party ppl-nelly ft fergie
(yess...i need to party!!)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
miskin kaya-firdaus
(oi...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
better man-robbie williams
(hihihi...yes..she is..)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
hate(i really don't like you)-plain white t's
(i love to hate man!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
illegal-shakira
(hahahah....sumhow!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
control myself-ll cool j ft jlo
(hahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
uptown girl-westlife
(wow! ill be dancing like crazy den!!)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
a lil too not over you-david archuleta
(awww....u guys wont get over me!! soo sweet!!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
believe in me-demi lovato
(yes..making ppl to believe me..heh)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
i hate this part-pcd
(yess...the hated part is scary!!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
plug in baby-muse
(sounds dirty!!!hahahahah!!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
cinta boneka-dva
(nope!!duwan la wei!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
t-shirt-shontelle
(love their clothes??)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
sexy can i-ray j ft yung berg
(im smooking!!?haha