crappy emo me.. (--_--")

And when it rains on this side of town
It touches everything
Just say it again and mean it
We don't miss a thing
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
and convinced yourself
that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

and no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

And when it rains
You always find an escape
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
Of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And you'll sleep till May
You'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

and no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

(Explain your side, Take my side)
Take these chances to turn it around
Take these chances we'll make it somehow
And Take these chances and turn it around
Just turn it around.

and no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming and
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

You can take your time, take my time.

times like this it makes me feel like crap..
as in the whole world is falling apart..
everyone hates u..
kept reminding myself that it's all in my mind...
but this voice is soo strong
that is kills my soul
im tired
missing the old times..
the simple times
when life is much more simpler
waiting patiently
for a miracle
im getting tired
waiting for the sun to shine
for the world to turn around
i am broken

i am yetta!

yetta...if u dunno her then u should watch THE NANNY...she is her grandma..and when i say i am similar to yetta it doesn't mean that i look like her or even as old as her..
i'm talking about her memory..
like a fish..
yetta and i have a memory span that only lasts for 3 seconds..
yesss...
it's that bad already..
i was thinking about a particular thing..
and after 3 seconds..
i forgot what was i thinking about..
and boy...i wonder what will happen to me in my granny years..
soo not looking forward to it..

i am bored and BORED..
2moro no class..
so sleep very late la today..
y sleep at all..
haha..
so now im going to blog about myself..
what i like and love..
booo-ring..
but who cares...
my blog..
i write whatever i like..
hah!

i love
*icy grape popsicle (no matter where and what time..)
*mcd (too bad now have to boycott and all)
*pocoyo (he is just sooo cute!)
*sleeping (-_-")
*eating (makes me giddy)
*blogging (hey i need to express my self!)
*digestive biscuits (yummy! better then biskut cap ping pong!)
*jensen ackles (he's irresistible and looks yummy enuf to eat!)
*leighton meester(she's bitchy enuf and hot too!)
*lady gaga(she's hot n slutty..haha!)
*lord of the rings (besteresterest movie i ever watched!!)
*weirdos (they have soo many weird interesting attitudes)
*sluts and bitches (free show man!)
*nick sinclair and jason(my dream guys!!)
*double standards and once and always(my fav romance books)
*amorito body shop (my fav perfume)
*eyeliner
*lip butter (yum2!!)
*chocolate cake! anything choc act!
*choc cheese cake from sr! (mouth watering dessert!!)
*raindrops (calms me down everytime!)
*my wedges!
*ciko (my long lost pet!!)
*labi(my fav spider pet tat never seems to move-located above my head rite now!)
*my necklace(makes gr8 accessory and have certain memories)
*peanut(my lovely teddy bear!)
*carpenters(their songs not tat bad lo!)

cOntemPT!!

i feel soooooooooo angry at someone right now!
and i dun even noe who..
it feels like i'm angry at everyone!
wtf??
thank God my social life is practically like DEAD now...
so i have no one to yell at..
like i can act YELL at someone..
hah!
maybe one day i can finally act YELL at someone..!
come on!
try and piss me OFF!!
see 4 yrself wut will happen~
hahahahahahahah!!!
i dun give a fucking damn!!
and STOP telling me what to do!
STOP telling me u noe me!!
cz u have nooo IDEA who i am!!!
u have nooo slightest idea of what i am capable of!
STOP acting like u noe the REAL me!
cz u DUNNO!!!
hah!!

CuRRently speAKINg...

(-_-")

iTs 6.52 am
i am listening to 3gatsu 9ka..
it's a song from 1 Litre of Tears..
i kid u not..
u'll cry 1 litre of tears..
u should try watching it..


soooo........this is what i do wen i'm BORED outta my shite! (-_-")

this is how my desk looks like..MESSY..yess..that's only a part of it..


That is my BED..yess. it's RED..i LOVE RED..n its MESSY...i LOVE MESSY..soo whAT??

and this is the book i seem to never FINISH reading it...hahahahaha
this is my SUPER cool PEANUT..it's not a kacang, but a teddy bear as u can see..


mY faV Pic till NOW!!

iT's a WeiRd2 wOrld..

so it's like 6 am here and i CAN'T SLEEP...thank God that the classes for tomorrow starts at 5 pm...hahaaa...i can sleep whenever i want..yay me!

soo many things have been bothering me.. *sigh*
some things are just meant to be kept i supposed..
they have been playing in my mind for hours..
again and again..
resulting in my insomnia..
but hey i'm a WHOLE NEW PERSON..
so i won't let anything nonsensical bothers me again..
act i have no idea what to right..
just wanted to fill my time of not sleeping...
and do something boring..
so that i can SLEEP!

and i wanna wish
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all chinese..
have a very prosperous year!

A yEAr Older!!!

7 JANUARY 2009!!!
HaPPy biRthdAy sYuhaDA ameE nOrdin...
She's 20 yrs old already and i'm only 18yrs old..
but still she acts like a child..
We celebrated it PURPLE cafe in btg berjuntai..
well,it's not like Unisel is the hippiest town anyway..
so purple cafe is hip enough...
that's the girl...
that's the girl who got a year older..
that's my housemate..
my classmate..
my somewhat 'macho' friend!
HAPYY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!

i eat n sleep..so what?i cook too..!

ASSUMPTION MAKING 101...

what do u think is that weird looking food called?

NO,it's not a burger..
i REPEAT not a burger..
guess again...

all right then..
it's not a SCONE..
or a KEBAB too...
or a PAU...

its a PIZZA..
yes,open up ur EYES n MIND..
it's a pizza ppl...
SLOPPY JONES PIZZA act..
i got the recipe from internet..

The ingredients u asked me?
nothing fancy and weird..
just MINCED MEAT and PIZZA SAUCE..
there u go..
the TASTE??
it's like spaghetti..
but then maybe its because I used Prego's tomato sauce..
not pizza sauce..
and i kinda miss making tat thing..
haha..
i'm going to make it again..
eventually...